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Saturday, August 02, 2008
I'm so stressed out now, i'm just hoping blogging will make me calm down and catch my breath.


Being out doensn't feel that good when you've got so many things unsettled inside. I guess somewhat that doensn't make it a very happy book-out, especially when you're just trying to settle everything for book-in.


OCS life has been tough for sure, tight schedule, little book-out hours, humongous workload, neverending things to do. So far, six weeks has passed and I think many of us have changed in many ways - way of operation, way of thinking, and without a doubt way of life. Indeed there are more ups and downs for sure, but the downs sometimes really hit you hard and you give a sigh and think "where do i move from here?" - left in a cold, confused state.


Thankfully I've got great friends who make my weekends pretty exciting, and that's quite a boost really. Okay this sounds really childish i know, but it doesn't hurt looking forward to book-out does it? It really does help get you through the tough training that much easier.


I've had a great friend whom I've not been in close contact for a while now. Well i think most people close enough to me, or even those not really close but know who I am know what this refers to. It's been a good five months or so since our paths incidentally dispersed and since then I've never addressed it so publicly. Well not like this blog is really very public anyway, not too many people read it.


For me, I know I've made the right decision as now I have the time and the hindsight to view it from. It was a hard one for sure, and one that took about one and a half months to formulate. Indeed, at that time I felt lost and unsure of what would happen afterwards. I was unsure if I could recover quickly, or how my mental state would be affected. I was also afraid too how it would have an effect on this particular friend of mine.


It is heartening to know that we've both gotten on fine and moved on in our paths of life. Indeed we don't talk much anymore, and probably that's the way nature takes its precedence over our thoughts, but nevertheless I must give a million thanks to this friend of mine for having taught me certain lessons that have made me grow and mature into a better person.


With that, it's back to OCS work and I swear i'll somehow get all those stuff done. Ciao pple.
12:06 AM;

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